RMJ Entry 25:

Warning: I'm gonna get a little (or maybe a lot) personal on this one. Here goes...

I should have scheduled an emergency session with a shrink after my Pap smear. Boy did my mental state after it qualify me to seek counseling! THAT DISTURBING PAIN bothered me all day long! I'm not kidding. The pain was disturbing and I was disturbed. The entire ordeal only lasted about a minute but all day after it I kept remembering THAT PAIN. That excruciating minute kept repeating itself in my mind over and over and over AND OVER again. Every time it did, I cringed. I tensed up. I crunched my fist so tight that you would have thought I was gonna punch you. Gosh darn it, I might have! Would a shrink have helped my situation? I don't know. But at least he/she would have been there to listen to me to bit**. And now my friends, you guys bear the load of me bit**ing. (Redpanther: behold Crazy.)